To My Beloved Brother & Sister

Dear my beloved brother & sister,

Apologize me for wrote this silly letter, but i'm deeply sure this is not a silly feeling.


My dearest brother,

I'm really sure that you've already predict this will happened. You are the only one who can predict what steps will i choose.., in other word you are the only one in family who know me very well. I'm sorry i must take this way...and i know it will really hurt you Brother.

Brother, you know me as a girl who knows much about Christianity and diligently served in Church, until that day. The day that i thought the life was so unfair to me. I become so hard, so selfish_just to hide my weaknesses. But now is different Brother, he changes me a lot! By the almost 2 years process, he has change me in to a soft_sincere_girl. No one can do that to me_until that_12 May 07_came...

Brother, it is not only about_a stupid thing_called love. It is different, if we have another words beside love to express this, that words must be the reason why i want to live with him.

My beloved Sister,

I'm sorry for not submissive to your advices. I understand about your worries, Sist..i know you are really love me, trust me i do too. I love this man with all my soul. Not only with passion, but like i have wrote above...this time is different.

Not only love, but it about responsibility.
I often fell in love_you know me_Sist, but never i talk about responsibility before in my love journey. This time i can understand what responsibility word means. In this love i learns how to build a two way relation, how to manage our steps, how to keep patient although we've down...and look i used "our" not my anymore... :)

Sist, i just don't know what should i say to you when we meet..., i love you very much..i don't wanna loose you...indeed Sist... I'm hoping what i have wrote won't change anything on us..


Finally, my brother & sister...forgive me for choosing this way. I want to live with him, hope both of you can understand and accept my way. I just love both of you, please dont leave me...please do understand & forgive me.

-love you-